2008/11/02

We Want to Live!

November now. Someone has been thinking over the past few weeks about the Heart of a story. What is it? How does it work? What does it do? Why is it there? How does one bring it to life? Then this same someone was reading through his writing journal (and marveling at the inanity of some of the entries therein) when he encountered a question: "What is the spine of the story?" Unanswerable at the time of writing, now the question gained a new facet of perspective. The Spine of a story is its logical straight-and-true, the literal truth of a story. The Heart of a story is its emotional straight-and-true, its flows and lifeblood, what sustains the story.

In other uninteresting news, I can't think of any. Except this: If you're the kind of person who gets lonely in the winter, go to Pet Expo and buy yourself a plastic container and a bag of bigass crickets. Crickets in winter.

A Slowly Growing List of Things to Look Forward To When You Have a Child

  • Every day is either Christmas or Halloween or Birthday or Easter
  • Leave those cats alone! They're going to scratch you and it will hurt
  • You cannot lie under circumstances, but nor can you tell the literal truth
  • Geez that kid is sharp
  • Can I have cake? Can I have cake? Can I have cake? Huh? Daddy? Can I have cake?
  • For the last time, stop asking me!
  • Noticing the growth: taller and a bit heavier to carry
  • Children's television shows
  • Food. Wasted food
  • Remembering that you once acted this way yourself
  • Watching where the both of you are going
  • The joy of hearing the word "fuck" being used experimentally, and justifying this experimentation by saying "Well they learn it eventually"
  • TANTRUMS
  • Sitting down together on the living room floor, a mess of blocks & cars & plush Care Bears strewn around you, discussing the complexities of each car's identity, its name, and why it is so humorous
  • Having to take responsibility for someone else for a change
  • More frustration than you're prepared for
  • Wicked cackling
  • Drawings of potato guys
  • Learning about the world all over again
  • Circular Logic
  • Unexpected hugs and words put beautifully together out of context
  • Waking up after 4 hours of sleep, and unexpectedly having to confront shit, in more than one place, including the carpet, a big toe, a butt, a bed, a toilet seat, and underpants